Me, James and Walton have started a new band in London which is going rather well. We managed to write our first song as a new band the other day and I'm hoping with a bit more practice we can start to look at playing some gigs. The music isn't as heavy as Undertow, but it's not mellow like the solo stuff either. It's rather catchy though and I'm hoping we can get to do a 3-track EP soon once we have got a bit tighter and my voice has settled a bit more.

This week saw my 31st birthday come around which is rather odd. Time seems to be going so fast and I'm still dossing about with my head in the clouds without a care in the world. I think I need to give myself another year and then re-think what it is I need to do with things.

After having this week off at home I still find it sad that Hastings has nothing left for me. I keep seeing things and opportunities that I let slip by and it irks me a lot to know that I will probably keep blaming myself for everything, no matter the reality. I like to think it keeps me grounded and there is a strange part of me that keeps finding solace in being on edge and full of regret all the time.